So I think I've mentioned before that I'm a geek. As part of that, I play D&D with a group of close friends on a fairly regular basis. The schedule is twice a month barring catastrophe that is all too common for us. We're scheduled to play this Saturday, and I realized today that I have not prepared.
Without going into all the geeky details, I'll say that a couple of weeks ago I agreed to type up my campaign notes before our next gaming session. Needless to say, they are not yet completed and are on my screen even now calling out "Finish me, please!"
I treat things like this as work. The reason I am behind is that I have had so much work of late. I've been working on some oil paintings that have to be finished and delivered no later than a week before Christmas. I've been working on new ceramic projects at the ceramic center I belong to. I've been working on creating some new jewelry for an upcoming sale next week, as well as some commissioned requests. And in the evening when I've used up adequate daylight for painting and suchlike, I knit, working on some scarves that I'd like to have completed before the holiday. I take breaks throughout the day, read some blogs and some webcomics, occasionally even writing a blog or two, I run errands and schedule in social time, I search for and apply for jobs, but on most days I work in some form or another from the time I get up until I go to bed. And I don't have a "job".
So I got a phone call from my friend Tracy earlier today while I was furiously typing away, and she mentioned that I'm a workaholic and posed the question, "how can someone without a job be a workaholic?"
I dunno. I can't deny the accusation, reflecting on it she seems correct. I work all the time. And I don't have a "job". When faced with an absence of work, I create more work to do. I take on extra projects, labeling things in my mind as work to do and then do my best to complete it. I don't know how not to. I like to feel productive, like I've accomplished something. Perhaps the absence of a regular paycheck simply means that I must do even more work in order to feel that I've accomplished something.
I think that's it, really. Since I don't have a "job" with a regular work schedule, there is no set time for the work day to end. So if I haven't scheduled in other activities, my natural state remains "at work."
Huh. I learned something new today.